Tuesday, June 20, 2006

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Thursday, June 01, 2006

Busy Busy Busy

Quite busy with life around here. I have lots to do. I enjoy what I'm doing. My time is so little compared to what I want to do. So many things I want to accomplish at the same time...

I enjoy playing with Shagne. A week from now she will be going back to school. She is in her grade 4. She will be staying at school for the whole day. I pray that she will do good at school.

As for me, I want to keep myself busy with a lot of thing...believe me A LOT OF THINGS. Enjoy the few remaining days of summer...

Thursday, May 25, 2006


It does not matter how slowly you go so long as you do not stop.

Tuesday, May 23, 2006


I felt bad that the TV series CHARMED is now gone for good. I will cherish every episode they have. It is the best witches' story I ever know. They are heroes, Pipper Halliwell, Phoebe Halliwell and Paige Matthews. They fought demons and monsters, and they always save the world for the greater glory. They are the best example of heroes, who save the world from evil. It saddens me to realize that I won't see them anymore. I won't see them make potions and kick some demon ass. Oh, I like how they fought demons. I saw them killed demons, fell in love, cried over a lost loved ones, shed tears of joy for the happiest moment of their lives. I will surely miss them...


After 8 long years, the Halliwell Sisters came to its final moment. The battle is over, or at least for the TV series it is over. It's a legendary TV series for me. For eight years I was with them. My one and only favorite...Goodbye Charmed Ones.

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Da Vinci Code, the movie

May 18, Da Vince Code, the movie was shown all over the world. Before they finally come to conclusion that this will be shown there are a lot of issues. Many oppose to this movie for public viewing. There are a lot of reasons. But I think it boils to one reason only...Faith! Those who have watched this film might have an effect on their faith. Some might question Christianity. Some might wonder if what the movie shown was true. And so many questions might rise. In the end it will only have YOUR decision. No film can actually dictate what we can believe or not. No film should interfere with our Faith in God. This I firmly believe that our faith should not be base on films or such. But base on our knowledge of him...Our faith is stronger than that of film can show. Or what we might read on papers or books. Faith cannot be bought and so our dignity.

I've read Da Vince Code, the book, by Dan Brown. And I'm planning to watch Da Vinci Code, the movie. No harm done inside. My faith is still intact. I believe in Jesus Christ as our savior. I believe in God as our creator and I believe in the Holy Ghost. My belief doesn't change a bit. It is my choice.

For those people who want to stop this movie...well it's their belief shaken not mine. To those people who will watch then question God or Jesus Christ...well again it’s their belief questioned too not mine. We are old enough to know. We are old enough to stand on what we believe in. Have faith...God is good...God never commits mistakes, God is always right!

We should not make so much issue out of this movie. It just a movie, it may strengthen your faith or it may loosen your faith its up to you. If we let any thing like this affect our lives then we are weak Christian...Our faith should not be shaken only by a mere movie. God is real and so is our faith. IN MY OPINION MOVIES ARE FOR ENTERTAINMENT. ON HOW YOU WILL ACCEPT THE OUTCOME OF THIS MOVIE IS UP TO YOU. MY FAITH IS SACRED WITH OR WITHOUT DA VINCI CODE...SO WHY BOTHER?

Friday, May 19, 2006

Friendship is always a sweet responsibility, never an opportunity.

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Why We Love Who We Love

It's a question no one can answer quite well. Some feelings are hard to describe, and this feeling of LOVE is one of them. Loving a person doesn't need a reason for doing so. It just happens. A feeling you can't command nor deny.

How hard you should try you can never hide it. It's a feeling we can't explain why it happen to a person. It is a feeling of great happiness, yet often times it hurts...

We love who we love because they bring out the best in us. They give us sense of security. They give us reasons to go on with life. They give us meaning of surviving. They give us something to look forward to in every morning that we wake-up. They give us life...

Love has different faces. We feel different kinds of love for different kinds of people. Below love, there is friendship. Love, founded by friendship has strong foundation. Love grows and develops. We love our parents without being taught. We love our friends because we choose to. We love someone so special without knowing. The third kind of love is difficult to acknowledge. First there will be doubt and fear. Doubt that he might not love you back, and fear that at the end up being hurt. It is always worth the risk to take on love. I believe that...

What ever happen it is best to love than not at all. It is better to love then lost than nothing at all. In the end we always learn from the experiences we've had. Then hold on to the faith that true love will come. We may fail at first to look for love. The conclusion, we should never look for love, let love look for you. Let love finds its way to you. Love comes like a thief in the night, where you least expect it. That the mystery of how love works. Love works magically. At the end of finding love, we are expected to cherish the feeling. We should take care of that person, because he is a gift given to us by God to love.

How wonderful it is to be loved and to love in return...The feeling is so great that it cannot be brought or bargain for. Love is given freely without doubt and unconditionally. The greatest feeling a person can feel. You are not a person if you don't feel love at all. Each person love, although differently, yet we feel love. No matter on what degree of love, but the important is we feel it.

We love who we love us because they complete us. In a very busy world like this, there is someone who will match with the description that he is the perfect match for us...We love who we love because we choose to do it and that gives us satisfaction and the most wonderful feeling we can feel.

Saturday, May 13, 2006


Leaves don't just fall from the tree,

Clouds don't just form from the sky,

Angels don't just come down from heaven,

Everything happens for a reason...believe!

Monday, May 08, 2006

How is She?

Few years back I met this young girl. Because of her life's situation she needed to get a job regardless of her age. She became our house maid. She's 14 then. I felt pity for her. I was surprise that inspite of her age she is fully aware of how poor life can be. How poverty affect their lives. She mature quickly...I think too quickly that she is forgetting how to be young and free of so much worry in life. She wanted to be mature...it is by choice. She acted like 18...well; she wanted to act like 18. She knows how to put on make-up, she knows how to dress seductively and she knows a lot of things about the opposite sex already. That gives me the creeps because at that age...life was so simple to me. No malice and no worries. We were 2 different persons at the age of 14. Going back...I can't blame her. She was not to blame, her environment speaks for it. As days passed by she started to talk about her, her life and her ambitions. That's how I learned the real person in her. And how she became to be...She was full of dreams and ambitions, which I think at that moment was good, because I knew that with her ambitions she can able to act upon reaching her goals. She is a very determined young girl. She knows what she want out of life already. She wanted to make a difference with her life. If she would live her life again she will never choose her present life-definitely. At her early age she already knew what made them like that...As a young girl she's not ugly at all. She has charm to use. And she knew that quite well. For one her ambition is to go and work at Japan. The most "easiest" way to become rich. I said easiest because for people like her it is the only way they knew how to fulfill their dreams.

At the age of 16 she entered the Club. She was told that this is her only stepping stone to reach Japan. In this place she is taught how to dance, mingle with customers, drink some lady's drink, entertain spectators and dress accordingly. She was trilled with the new happening in her life. We never loose communication. She told me almost everything that happened to her. Her experiences and her feelings regarding her new job. She also found friends...whom at the latter was not friends after all. At the age of 17 she got pregnant. She was pregnant by a married man. She was devastated; she didn't know what to do. She thought of doing an abortion, but she didn't. Her life was a mess. She didn't know where to run. She stayed with me again for 2 months. I accepted her. She gave birth only with the "hilot" alone to accompany her. Her family was not with her. She was basically alone. I pity her. During those times that she was still earning high her family was with her. Now that she's not earning anymore they are gone. That was so sad. At first the man responsible for her pregnancy gave her financial support, but later on she was forsaken. She went home to her family, leave the baby for them to take care and she continue her work at the Club. I knew right then that she was never happy with what is happening to her life. It saddens her that her dream to work for Japan will never happen anymore...She's always telling me that she love her baby so much...(I wish it is true). All I can give her is my prayer.

At the moment, at the age of 18, she is still working at the Club at San Pablo Laguna. She is taking care of her baby alone. She needs money to support her baby and her self. She is far from her family, and I think that's what she really wanted. To live alone with her daughter. The father of her baby is gone...No help either. She is currently involved with a guy, married and had a child. What a life! She really never learn. As fort he record, this guy is now separated with his wife and that is because of her. I don't know if she knew what she is doing. I don't know if she can differentiate the right from wrong. I was disappointed. She treated me as friend and I did the same for her. There was a time where I was fed off. I let her go, I didn't communicate with her anymore. But she is always reaching for me. I knew right then she needed someone to talk to. And so again I offer my friendship to her. She has no one she considers as friend. She knew she was alone. She can't depend on her family or anyone. That is why she is confiding on me, only I she trust that much. And so again, I welcomed her. I felt sad with what happened in her life. I guess there is nothing I can do but watch. Before I though she was listening to my advice...well maybe at first. But as she grew she never listen to anyone anymore. At the moment I am not giving her anymore advice. I just listen to everything she says without comment. I let her be. She doesn't need anyone anymore. I knew what she need me was a Friend whom she could talk to and is willing to listen.

I pray that someday she will learn about all the mistakes she have done. And hopefully she will not repeat her mistakes anymore (I doubt!). She's still young, she's 18 years old. She still has too much to learn, too much to experience and too much to see through life. Her journey is just at the beginning. I hope that one day through her journey she meet God. I'm not loosing hope, she still have a greater chance to change her life. God is most welcome to accept her.

Saturday, May 06, 2006

The Paradox of Life

Everybody wants to live a long life...but nobody wants to get old.
Everybody wants to go to heaven...but nobody wants to die.
And nobody seems to realize that in our life's journey...no one has ever reaches the finish line alive.


Before you were conceived I wanted you
Before you were born I loved you
Before you were here an hour I would die for you
This is the miracle of life.


If you keep doing what you've always done, you'll always get what you always got. So when you want something you've never had...you've got to do something you've never done...

Love is

a hidden fire, a pleasant sore, a soothing pain, an agreeable torment, a sweet wound in short, a gentle death...
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't. And believe that everything happens for a reason. Know a good thing when you see it, and don't let it slip away. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it would be easy, they just said it would be worth your while...

Thanks God

Hello God,
I called tonight
To talk a little while
I need a friend who'll listen
To my anxiety and trial.
You see, I can't quite make it
Through a day just on my own...
I need your love to guide me,
So I'll never feel alone.
I want to ask you please to keep
My family safe and sound.
Come and fill their lives with confidence
For whatever fate they're bound.
Give me faith, dear God, to face
Each hour throughout the day,
And not to worry over things
I can't change in any way.
I thank you God for being home
And listening to my call,
For giving me such good advice
When I stumble and fall.
Your number, God, is the only one
That answers every time.
I never get a busy signal,
Never had to pay a dime.
So thank you, God, for listening
To my troubles and my sorrow.
Good night, God, I love You too,
And I'll call again tomorrow

Teenage Pasaway

This caught my attention...pasaway teenagers...are they? I was watching a show from ABS-CBN and I observe their actions and behavior. Honestly I don't like what I'm seeing. This is not what I expect them to be. Well...I don't want to generalize...not all the said contestants (known as housemates) are like that. I have to give credit to some teenagers who are really a role model...a good influence that is. There are kind-hearted and talented ones. Some are conservative still. And others are doing well in their studies. But I wonder about the others who are not doing well as being a role model. They are being pasaway. I have a cousin who's being pasaway now...he has a girlfriend and he is really giving his mother hard time thinking about him. I'm beginning to wonder what is wrong. During my days teens were different...that's what I believe in. Teens those days we more respectful in general. But today teens are different. I can't say how different but I am sure they are a lot more different. Maybe the word pasaway describe them more....Yeah! They are hard-headed.

What makes the teens now a day become pasaway? Is it the environment? Is it the society they are living now, the people they hang around with? Does food have anything about it? Nah---I don't think so! Is it what they see on television? Is is the ever growing intellect of human being? What causes this evolution? They are really different. Aside from the style of clothing they wear, there is also the influence of language, they speak totally different. Sad to say that some values are put to waste. Less teenagers are practicing good moral values. Do school teachings loose their touch already? I can't really know. The start of every generations is different...some for the good and some for the bad. What people can see clearly is their changes for the bad. I believe it is more visible than those people who changes for the better.

I am afraid of the world outside my home. What will the teens become in the future? Will it worsen? ---hope not! I still believe in values, the values that our parents are teaching us. It always important to listen to our parent, because listening to them will lead us to a greater path.

I also believe that being a pasaway teenager is a stage of life. Soon after they mature they will grow into more responsible and good adults. Soon they will shed the skin of being pasaway and embrace a new life. They will learn from their mistakes and go on with life. Being pasaway will come to pass...


Friday, May 05, 2006

Happy Mothers Day!

Mothers are special people...the love they give is the greatest love a person can give. She is the perfect example of love, sacrifices, tolerance, patience etc...A mother always knows best...yup! Very old saying but definitely true. A mother would always want the best for her child and make sure she will give it to her. Often times, we misunderstood our mothers. Often times, we take them for granted. Often times we don't give her the love and attention she deserves. It hurt her, but she never mention anything to us. She accepts us as who we are, no matter how we cause her pain, still she has her love ready to give. She always understands us, she will never forsake us either. The love she is giving her child is the ultimate affection we can get from a human being. She knows us too much that she never complains about anything we can and can't give. A mother always loves her child for she is sure that this child came from her. She's always there when we need them, even if we don't need them she is always there. As a mother aged, her child became a parent, then the mother became a grandmother. Even if she is already a grandmother she never stops to be a mother...All her life she devoted to be a mother. All her life she will be a mother to her child who's age is 50 or more...A mother can never say no to being a mother. There's no retirement for being a mother, no vacation leave, not even sick leave. Being a mother is not a career but a choice she made just for YOU. She chooses you above anything and anyone. She can choose not to be a mother but a successful career woman, yet even as a career woman she is a mother first. Before she can be anything she is a mother first for you. That's how big her love is. And for sure, a mother always enjoys what she is doing because you give her so much joy in just taking care of you. You complete her...Every minute every second of her life she is a mother the moment she give birth. Only a woman who gave birth performs miracle. The miracle of giving life. Only she has the power to give and share life. The greatest miracle performer of all time...Mothers! This month we give honor, recognition and celebration to our mothers. I pray that even though it’s not the month of May, we may still continue to honor, give live and attention, give recognition and celebrate the existence of our mothers in our lives. For being a mother is not only a 1 month responsibility but all through life. We can never thank our mother for the gift of life, not the word thank you is enough. The smallest thing we can do is by giving her love in return. A simple gesture of love will make her the happiest person. A mother never want extravagant gifts, only your love, affection and attention is more that enough. How she knew who loved her is always enough. Love not only the feeling but it should come with actions. We show her our love. During birthdays, special holidays be there for her. Even on an ordinary day...just be there...beside her...and that would be more than enough even without the words.

To all the mothers out there...Happy Mothers Day! God Bless...

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

My my my...it's May already! How fast the days gone by. Soon May will be over and it's school time once again. My Shagne will be in grade 4 by then. As for me I'm ready for new challenges to come. I'm a little upset because I can't connect to my friendster blog. I have lots to post there. Anyway all I have to do is wait patiently.
Have you ever heard of the first rain of May is miraculous? Base from the old people especially at our province I heard my Lola talked about this. You will drink the first rain of May to prevent stomach ache and you'll also need the first rain of May to help cure prickle heat. I don't actually know if this is true. I haven't tried it yet. And again I heard on the news the other day...but of course there is no scientific explanation about the effectiveness of these heresay.
You know what my friendsterblog is now ok...I'm glad

Thursday, April 27, 2006


About 70-80% of married couple experienced the problem of having a third party. Often times it is the male who have a relationship outside marriage. And the bad thing is, the girl they have a relation to are half of their age. Its like the male are 50 years old and the girls are 23-25 years of age.

WARNING: This kind of relationship ruins the family.!!! And it resolve to a broken home...

I hate this setup...well who doesn't? What does adultery really means? The common synonym for adultery is infidelity as well as unfaithfulness or cheating. When the man cheats his wife he is committing adultery. And it is now punishable by law. Men by nature are polygamous as they say. And men found hundreds of reasons to cheat.
Top 10 reason why men cheat:
10. his lady doesn't put him up
9. his wife cheated on him first
8. it's challenging and exciting
7. he can get away with it
6. it boosts his ego
5. the opportunity was there
4. his wife is a nag
3. his wife let him
2. his wife doesn't turn him on anymore
1. he don't love her anymore...
See...only 10 among the hundred reasons why men did cheat on their partner. But the male are loosing the bigger picture here...the most affected of all are their children. It break their heart seeing their parents fight and eventually got divorced. Most of the time the men or the women who commits adultery think only of themselves. What can make them happy and what they want to do with their lives. They are forgetting the people they might have a great affect to. How their actions caused problems with their children. No child ever wished that his parents be separated. He hate that set-up. But then who to blame?

Is it the men, the wife or the mistress? Adultery is never a one-way thing. It works both ways, the men committed a mistake yet the wife may have a few mistakes of her own too. In all cases of adultery it differ. You can not entirely blame the male nor the female alone. Both should compromise. Talk how things come to this. And I'm sure you will be able to find the answer right under your noses.

As for the mistress...I strongly believe she also did one huge mistake...committing herself to a married man. And it is clearly written on the ten commandment of the Lord, "Thou shall not covet thy neighbors wife/husband". So we can never say it is only the Male's fault but rather hers too. She is on her right mind when she did this kind of thing. She is in her proper thinking that "hey wait! this guy is married!" So it is in her mind that she is committing a sin right that instant. And as her moral in concerned, she must not engage herself to this kind of commitment. It is her fault too. It is her doing that make her wrong.

Adultery is not normal. I never think that committing such thing is a normal thing for couples. It is never right to think this way. It is wrong. And it is a SIN. Whatever your reasons are...the hell with your reasons! It is always wrong.

My life is not perfect...but I am speaking for myself that adultery is a SIN and should be avoided by all cause. If you love your partner, if you love your kids, if you love God then you will never do such a thing. This is my best opinion regarding adultery. A married person that is being unfaithful to his/her partner is committing adultery. And in the rule of life cheating was never a good practice. Cheating can burn your soul to hell.

If you don't love your partner anymore...break the relationship. It will never ease the pain but it will save you from committing sin. If you fell out of love (which is not impossible) be honest. Let go, let her/him go. The pain will eventually die down and you'll never know, maybe you can be better off as friends. In talking with your partner a lot of things can and may happen. Either you'll go or you'll stay. And in your conversation put GOD in the middle, so both of you can come up with the best solution. Just be honest, talk with your partner, let go then move on. And it is never wrong to find a new love again. IN MY OPINION, ANY RELATIONSHIP EXPERIENCE PROBLEMS, LIFE IS COMPOSED OF LOTS OF PROBLEMS. IT IS A MATTER OF HOW WE HANDLE THESE PROBLEMS. ADULTERY IS ONE FACE A PROBLEM HAS. AND IN MY BEST OPINION...IT IS VERY WRONG TO CHEAT ON YOUR PARTNER...NEVER!

A confused wife...

An old friend of mine was having difficulty with her married life. They are married for I think about less than 5 years now. These is the period where they are now experiencing fights. Some are small fights some are huge fights. To what extent is the huge fight that I don't know. As far as her stories are concerned last December was the worst one. It was a huge fight according to her. There are exchange of words that hurt both of them. And that is the point they brought about "separation". It is not an easy topic to discuss. To cut the long story short, they made it after the fight still holding on together. Days pass, and maybe just maybe, their are still fights in between. Then one day, I received a text message. She said she was hurt and sad. They had a fight again...then the separation thing came again. And she thought that she is loosing the battle. Of course I told her to fight for the marriage. I strongly believe that fights among married couple are normal. Two different people together in one house living together as one. For sure there would be a lot of misunderstanding along the way. The relationship was never easy. Both need to do their best to save the love they have for one another. I knew that love binds them and I don't believe that a few fight should ruin everything. But then again, I told her only SHE can decide. Only SHE can know what she really feels. And only SHE can do what she think and feel is the best for them or for her for that matter.

Once I heard about "7 years itch". Its about 7 years of complete adjustment. 7 years for both the husband and the wife to really get to know each other. And 7 years of many fights, misunderstandings, petty quarrel etc...But after the 7 years, then it will be alright. Alright only IF, you are able to cope up with the undertakings of your marriage. And only IF both of you fight for your marriage and your love. And only then you can surpass the test. The text of the 7 years itch. 7 years itch is not all true to all couples. Some couple can adjust easily, it took them only 3 years to get to know each other. Some lasted for 5 years. But surely, every couple experience bad days sometime in their married life. Whatever you call it...it's all a test. To test your patience with your partner. To test your love for one another. And only true love manage to succeed.

One thing I want to remind her. "No one is better than the one you have." So never run to someone for comfort. Only you and your partner can solve your problem. Anyway...going back to my friend, I also told her that I am hoping for her peace of mind. That she and her husband would patch things up. It is never too late to kiss and make up. It is always the right time to reconcile. It is always the right time to renew the love again. And whatever her decision maybe, it will never be wrong. I am always here for her as a friend. I know that she is really confused right now. With all the fight and the pain that she is undergoing through right now...it is normal to feel lost and confused. Confused...that what I think of her now. She is hurt and lonely. Nobody wants her life to experience this kind of problem. Nobody like problems that got to do with marriage. It hurt us the most if the problem involves someone we truly love. Before her kids...its her husband first. And vice versa. Confusion sometimes lead to hate then betrayal and so on...I hope the confusion will not create a damage as big as to lead them to separation. But as a person who believes in true love, I still have my fingers-crossed that everything would turn out just fine. Not today maybe, but the days to come. It will all come to pass one day.

I was never an expert to any kind of problem. But base on my experiences and base on my way of thinking I know that at one point I know I am right.

Monday, April 24, 2006

Summer Time

Summer Time is real here. Everywhere you go you can feel the heat of the summer. It's so hot! Would it be so nice to hang on the beach, have a few splash here and there. Eat under the sun with all the ihaw foods. Of course I can't miss to have salted egg and ensaladang mangga...wow! I think that would be perfect!

Thursday, April 20, 2006

New Dream

I have a new dream...and I just wish this new dream would definitely come through...I pray that God would give me this one thing I am asking him now.......they say dreams are free of charge, I believe that. So it will never hurt to dream...I wish upon a star..........*sigh*

Monday, April 17, 2006

Scorpion people

I was told by some credible people that scorpion people are "not good people" at all. Only in the beginning they will show you good things about themselves. But as you grow old with these "scorpion people" they became bad actually. Scorpio is a zodiac sign. Those born from October 23-November 21 are under this sign. And they are the great scorpion people. They said, they are not good at treating people, especially their family. They sometimes physically and emotionally hurt you. Their treatment of you is painful. These people who told me this are witnesses. They themselves are hurt by these people. One of them have a scorpion kid and a scorpion husband. 2 times the pain and double the hurt she gets. I was a witness my self too, I knew these people they are talking about. And I knew them first hand. I witnessed how the husband treat the wife. It sadden me personally.

Does zodiac sign really affect these people? Does it have something to do with the moon and the stars while you were born or the time and date you were born? I can't figure that out myself. I'm not an expert on this kind. But I don't know what I was witnessing. I know that 4 people are not enough to judge those people born under this sign. But they all have the same common factor...they are all not so good people. Yet the good part...1 of them is very close to me and the other 1 is trusting me completely with the story of her life.

I want to believe that the characteristics of a people vary differently. We all have different thinking, views and personality. I am different and so are you. I may be bad in some aspect, and so are you. Nobody is perfect and nobody is a saint. Maybe these 4 people are just a victim of fate. It is only coincidental that they are not so good people...

For the record...these 4 people mentioned here maybe bad to the majority. BUT still they are good in some aspect. In some ways they have a good heart inside. Although majority of the people around them found them not so good. They are sometimes victim of the cruelty these people showed them. They are sometimes snubbed and they don't treat this people equally. My personal experience they are all good to me. So it is really difficult to judge these people. I don't like to judge them.

They have a heart, they love, they feel. But they don't show all these feelings to everybody. Outside they are strong, hard-headed and cruel. This is how they manage their lives.

This scorpion boy I know is nearing adulthood. So hard-headed. What he feel like doing he will do it anyway. This scorpion man...treatment to his family is below average...He is good to his friends but not to his family. So sad...

The people who told me the tale of their fate is real. They are the ones who experience the bad actions caused by these scorpion people. And so they strongly believe that people born under this sign are bad people. They don't want to be near these people, and they don't want to do anything with them either. For them it can be anyone but not the scorpion people.

Whatever your zodiac sign may be, whatever month or year you are born it doesn't matter really. What matter most is your personality, how well are you with the people around you. How good are you with these people. How you care, how you love your family, and how you treat your family especially. It is YOU that matter most. It is only YOU who will answer to all your actions...not the zodiacs and not the moon and the stars. It is YOUR responsibility of being a person. How well are you as a human being...

drifting away...

Few years ago...actually many years ago, my cousin are still so young. Nothing matter to them, all they want to do is play. Years gone by, The things they wanted to do and learn doubled. They started to have friends (barkada) and they started to have these girl friends...(as in girl na friend). As of the moment, seem like so sudden, one of them already have a girlfriend. The whole thing is new to everybody. All he ever want to do is to stay beside the girl. Often times they forget that they still have families. And families should be together sometime. But all they want to think about is themselves. They started to cross some line. They spent the New Year together...and this disappoint us all. For family should be together this holiday season. And for such special occasion you should spend it with your family. I believe they are still too young to spend all the time in the world together. And this actions made by them is annoying. I started not to like the girl. Courtesy should be executed. Respect to the family as well. I believe also that this guy cousin of mine is not showing some love and respect to her mother. He is forgetting his role as a son to his mom. He is not yet an adult, he need his parents for supervision but he is not listening. In spite all these, I still am thankful that he is not doing bad vices. He doesn't smoke and doesn't drink (I still crosses my fingers on this). And hopefully it will not occur to him to do so. And with all this happening, I believe that he is drifting away from us...from this family.


After the Holy Week I AM BACK. My Tita and cousins stayed at home. We chat, eat and laugh almost all the time. At night we would stroll around the block...just to walk. We would stay at a mini park and sit there for an hour. There we would talk like endlessly. We joked and we told stories. We reminisced our past. We slept together; we ate together and stayed up late. (At least it was late for them, but not for me). It was sure fun to have them around. My cousin,Jac, would play with the computer. Ate Gjorg will play with Shagne. I really had a wonderful time. It was short but it was all worth it. Again, I will wait for another holiday to come and for us to be together once more...

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

away for a while

I'll be gone for a few days, my cousins and aunt will be staying for the holy week. I'll be busy busy busy! As early as now, I'm so excited. I'll be gone only in my blogs for I can't write here for a few days. As I've said I'll be very busy and also my cousins will be taking over this pc for a while. They will be very busy playing here too. So...till my next not so busy day can I write here again...Tadah!

Sunday, April 09, 2006


I am mesmerized by the book I am reading right now. The Witching Hour by Anne Rice. The story is nice, some mystery type of a book. I will review more of this after I finish. I wish to finish immediately, because I want to know what will happen at the end. Of course I want to know the whole story. But my wish of finishing immediately will be a little off-hand. This week is holy week and we'll be having lots of visitors. So my wanting of reading more will suddenly put aside. Of course I have to entertain our relatives who'll be coming over for a few days. I'm gladly to welcome them.

One Cousin...

I have this one cousin of mine...who thinks her life is going down the drain. I, as always, try to console her. I told her that she is still to young to think that her life is a failure. Yes, she committed a mistake before...well who doesn't? Everybody makes mistakes one way or the other...And I had to tell her that I was once made that mistake too. Her life now is temporary...for the sun will shine again soon. But when..is a question no one can answer. As much as I want to tell her that her miserable life would be over in about a week...well that would be impossible. She maybe experiencing a bad life at the moment but I know deep down that her life would change. Every life changes. Everybody is given a chance to change. We are not stuck with this lifetime. One way or the other God will provide a new road for us. And I believe her life and my life and your life will change eventually. I pity the feelings she is feeling right now. The time when she cries at night and the moment she felt hopeless and unworthy. She is too young for this grievances. But I knew no ones is too young for such an experience. And God will not give this kind of burden to her that she can't handle. I never fail to tell her that. I wish that life would not be too cruel for her...but I guess I don't have the right to question God's doing for her...I know better. I know that God has a plan...He always have a plan for everybody. Yet I felt that she is loosing her touch...I just hope she hold on just a little longer for the pain will soon go away...I just know...

Friday, April 07, 2006

One fine day

A day had past for us. One fine, happy and busy day...Hope some of you felt happy today and always...I said some because not all can be happy at all times. There are moments that sadness sink in. Yet, life is still beautiful and worth living for. Just wait till the sun comes shining again. Everyday is a new day, just like this one for me and my family. Everyday is a different day...I just love each passing day...

Have a nice day people!

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Life is a Piece of Cake

Life is simple yet complicated. Life is painted in black and white. Yet Life can be filled with more colors. Life is like a box of chocolate you'll never know what you'll get. Life is like a blank canvas, you are the painter of your own picture. Life is like a blank peice of paper, you are the source of your own information. Life is like a book and you are the author of your own story. Life is like you and me...it is different in all sorts of way, Life depends on whose life you are living. And LIFE is what we make it. And I made mine worth living...because life is a piece of cake.


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